So, here I am. I never thought I'd fall this far, but I have. My life becomes more pointless as each day passes. If I died tonight, not a single soul in this world would probably care, they'd just toss my lifeless corpse in the river like the nothing that I am. And you know what? I don't even care anymore. If they don't care about me, then why should I?
I'm so lonely and empty right now, nothing makes sense to me anymore. Try as I might, I just can't make this life work. I don't understand how things can go from being so good to being so unbearably bad.
I'll just end up in front of the TV again tonight, (like every night) eventually crying myself to sleep in bed alone, wishing that I was dead. Wishing I was happy again, doubting I ever will be.
I feel like yesterday's trash, and maybe I just am.