Never heard of this disorder....kinda felt alone in this warped thinking.
My logical side...tells me no one should feel how I do. Yet...it he acceptable for me do be so shy, scared, alone and unwilling to branch out in every way...

I have been separated for 5 months...and getting divorced and I am scared to even casually date with nothing sexual. Can't even go to the movies...feel everyone other than me is worthy of happiness.

I always have hated being told im beautiful or pretty. Because I know it's not true, makes the person who said it a liar.

I am in a dv shelter with my kids right now. No family or friends in the entire state of Missouri. So im alone as could be...and I pass up every opportunity for friendship out of fear of rejection..or that nice they know me they won't like me.

Ugh

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