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Originally Posted by gayleggg
It's like I didn't really experience it because I watched it from the top of the seat in the car. I just sat and watched.
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This sounds very close to how a friend of mine dissociates, but like amandalouise said we can't diagnose you.
Though she is right; I have never once been able to choose to dissociate (though sometimes I wish I could), and it takes a lot of effort and is usually unsuccessful if I try and stop dissociating. I'm really just along for the ride.
I'm sorry for what happened to you. ((safe hugs))
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