Hi. I'm tired. So very tired. It scares me when I feel this way. I just don't know if it will ever end. It seems like 1 step forward and 3 back. I know there is a point, but what the point is I can't figure out. Will this ever go away? Usually the kids are enough for me, but I feel like I am going down the road where maybe they would be better without me. Everyday is such a struggle and right now I am wondering why am I doing this struggle? Is it worth it? Is there really a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Can you ever find the end of the rainbow, when the storms never end, lately the sun isn't even able to peek out because of the storms, if there isn't a sun, there isn't a rainbow, if there is no rainbow, no pot of gold.....
Do I keep hoping the sun will peek through????