Hi...don't feel alone! It took me 5 years to get an associate degree in fine arts when I wanted to be a doctor. I had to be hospitalized many times. I took a semester off then went back and took a year off and finally finished. I didn't do what I wanted. I have a hard time holding a job very long. Either I get bad psych or physically I have to quit. But don't give up. Life is a challenge life is a fight. Don't compare yourself to anyone else. Just be happy with who you are and what you ARE able to accomplish. ......