I'm so sorry that you've gone through this and that you're going through this. It sounds so hard. I can relate in a small way, as my mother was completely against sharing personal information with anyone but her/close family. It made me feel completely alone. You are not alone now, and you are so strong!
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg
depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury.