So I got into the residential facility after my T pulled some strings and used her connections for me. one of the admission criteria and rules is you can't have self-harmed recently (Its been 3 weeks!!!!!!!) If I self-harm I could lose my bedroom, and I have to move in monday.
However my urge is so strong right now. I now know I am addicted, I have had urges the past 3 weeks but I am feeling on edge tonight. It's a need to punish more than anything. Ugh this is so hard, help?
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