Hi,
My kids are almost grown, but I remember the hell of them being young.
I had a business when they were your kids age and I remember being so glad to drop them off on Monday mornings and get to work.
The thing is, YOU need to take care of yourself. YOU need to be ok for them to be ok. Find a daycare for a half a day 3 days a week. So what if they come home dirty or have not been changed for 2 hours. They will live, and they will act better once you feel better.
Spend the money. Daycare. Your mental health is worth every penny. I bet your kids will respond better to you once you feel good
God bless you,
Happy holidays
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