It seems like everything is so complicated right now and I cannot seem to figure out how to fix it due to multiple tried and failed attempts. I am 14, alright. I have food, a home, and people who love me. But there is sadness lying beneath the soil of the diverse garden that is me. These things interrupt my daily life. To start out I would like to say that my parents and I have ongoing conflict about the fact in which I am possibly Bipolar. I have all of the symptoms and it's quite evident that I am... It is not only due to hormones and they simply magnify my possible disorder. My parents refuse to take me to the doctor for any help and ignore my pleas. They exclaim that it is simply hormones and that all teenagers become MANIC and DEPRESSED. I have been Manic twice that I know of and I had a mad period of depression this summer mixed with mania. It was crazy and got me into trouble... they believe that I am doing this all for attention and that I need to "stop over-analyzing and dramatizing the situation" because they have dealt with problems all of their lives. I need help and no one will help me... in fact, I believe that I am falling into depression once more, perhaps a more mild case and I was hypomanic most all week. ; additional info, I smacked a girl in school yesterday because she said one thing to me and I tried to punch a girl the past two days at school. it felt out of my control and i just started laughing randomly afterwards)
Do you believe it is "just hormones" or something more.
By the way, my biological father whom I do not know is bipolar and so is my cousin on my mother's side of the family. She even said that I probably have it and my parents still refuse me help and tell me to "just control myself." and, "that's a load of crap, you can control it!"... I seem like and ungrateful brat, yeah. I also seem like I am trying too hard to have correct grammatical etiquette! Just ignore it. I do not speak in this way in real life. And I am not "high-class" due to my speech as one would assume.
Do you have an advice and/or opinions on my matter? On behalf of this subject would you please be willing to provide some sort of information on my behalf? Thank you.