A couple weeks ago.. I stopped my cymbalta. I hated it for the almost 2 yrs since I've been on it. It causes me some uncomfortable side effects. And I am tired of dealing with it. My problem is .. I am too afraid to tell anyone. My pdoc, T or case manager. Second of all... I am upset because neither my T or my case manager are willing to help me with my 3rd appeal for disability benefits. And this one goes to a hearing. Which they ask if you want to be present or not. I dont know what to do. I have no idea what I am doing.. and I am scared to death that this isnt going to work. I am feeling like they have failed me. And I dont feel that I want to be with my T anymore. Not saying I am ready to end therapy.. just feeling like I need to transfer to someone else. Part of the reason behind that is that I have noticed he falls asleep on me.. or is not paying as much attention to what I am saying. And I dont get the feedback I need either. I'm feeling sorta jipped. And its not doing me anygood. I am too scared to talk to anyone about this because I dont want him to get in trouble. But its been going on for awhile now.. I just dont know how much more I can take... and how much I should have to take. And the last straw here is that I am feeling helpless and alone in all this and with that .. comes the feelings of needing to cut. My moods are all over the place again. Mostly down though. And I feel like this is something I am deserving ...