Thank you for your reply. I am isolating and I know its not a good thing to do when you are depressed. I just can't deal with being around people, I am embarrassed about the way my life is going. I do see a therapist every week finally and that is helpful. I know it is alot of pressure on my bf with me only depending on him. I did have friends to hang out with when I was working but I have cut them all out of my life. I don't know what is wrong with me. I hope the therapist can help me get my life back on track. Thanks for listening and for your support.

Bree.