Also, I get obsessed with things and ideas and try to carry insane, over the top plans out.

Such as last week, I became OBSESSED with trying to become Amish. No one or nothing was going to stop me. I was going online and searching everything I could about it 24/7 and was going to GO an hour away to Amish Country and join them. I was so confident and then I suddenly lost interest. This has happened before and these are things that can get me into HUGE trouble and lead to disappointment because I become to intent and determined to carry out my idea that appeared.