thank you Locut0 for posting this thread. I have been feeling really guilty lately because I haven't been very productive, the house is messy, bordering on actually dirty and I've been late in paying the bills. I've been struggling with depression for several weeks and it's hard to get anything done. I really am not a lazy person but that's how it feels when I look around me and I'm embarrassed if someone comes over. if I am angry about anything, its that I am codependent and don't make the kids help me.