Hi Brandi,

When I felt like I didn't have a problem with drugs, but did any and every drug put in front of me, I couldn't get sober. I didn't think I had a problem; I graduated from college, kept a job, paid my bills, didn't use in the morning etc. Until I was able to accept the fact that yes I am an addict there was no chance of getting or staying sober. This is a big foundation of the 12 step programs, but I believe it is truth for just about anyone. There are high bottoms and low bottoms. Some people lose their kids/jobs/homes/overdose etc and some people are able to recognize earlier on that they have a problem before everything is lost.

If you are stealing or taking pills not prescribed to you, blindly taking random drugs, and posted here with the concern or question of your use, then I would not doubt you're a "functioning addict." I also totally disagree with the statement that "you know you will never get caught." Never say never.

Peace,

tnt