Well reesecups,
Should be calm, don't blame your self too much. you just torturing your self. just let it go. what happen just happen. you can't cycle back to that time. relax. stop it. forgive you-self. when the time ready, apologizes. Friendship always like that. it is normal friend fighting. Don't blamed your self to much.. its not good for your self.
well now she had respon. so that is good news. so.. carry on the next time. what has collapse just leave it. crate new relationship and carry on. okay. stop blamming your self. its not good for you. just carry on.ok? ok...

