I am hopefully moving in with my partner soon. It's just a matter of timing. My mom wasn't happy in the slightest, this is not the first time he has accused me of stealing money. He usually takes the money and tends to blame it on the most emotionally unstable person in the house. Which is usually me. The first time he pulled this, I was 14. I got home and my parents were sitting there, my mom telling me she wasn't mad, she just wanted to know. My dad sat there, after spending the money, and just let my poor mother think it was a possibility.
She figured out it was him. She never believed it was me.
The thing is both of my parents are disabled (my mom was hurt in an accident, my dad is in the last stages of kidney failure) so the likely hood of them separating is slim to none. They need to be together for their disability benefits and such.
My mom kept checking on me all day because it was just too much. I don't like when people yell at me, yet alone blame me for something so outrageous. My mom knows I didn't take the money, which is what matters. But my dad is sticking to his story, saying how he knows I took it. Trust me if I took 900 bucks I'd be out of the house and in my life partners apartment NOW.
I just can't deal with this stress, especially when I am in physical pain and the damn holidays are coming up. He wont let this go. I don't even know what to do tomorrow. My mom made him apologize and he did it so sarcastically that I just ended up crying.
today was too much.
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“You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”.
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