I'm trying to take it slow- but it's hard when we get along so well- we met less than a week ago on a night out with my friend- exchanged numbers and great conversation. A real gentleman- he's friend gave me a ride home and he walked me to my door- we have talked a few times since then on the phone- the first time for nearly 3 hours and then it was getting late I had to go to bed. He's calling me again later- we talked a bit on my lunch today- continuing to get to know each other better-so far we have so much in common, it's almost eery (but not too much that it's weird)- we're planning on meeting up later this week for coffee and maybe dinner- I just got off the phone with my mom and she's all trying to organize our 'date' lol- I don't know- she thinks this is all moving too fast- but I can't help it-it's all just so natural . .. I already like him too much- I was trying to focus on talking to him later in the evening earlier today after my ex showed up at work (see my other post from today: My ex is annoying me) to keep myself from getting agitated that much over it. So yeah, there's that too. I also wasn't looking for a relationship right now and then I met him. That's usually how it happens. But I hope this time things will be different. I really like him, so I definitely am not going to rush in to anything . . . . (fingers crossed)

On a side note- I still have plans with my friend to go to this Lesbian bar for New Years . . . (I've been trying to explore my bisexuality) . . .Ah, how this complicates things . .perhaps it'll all just remain fantasy and wishful thinking in that respect- or maybe he'll end up coming with me? . . .