hahaha... its quite pain in the *** when it happen like that . Sorry i lough at you. actually i was a teenage boy like you last time. but now i am somebody at this time.( not count as rich man lah okay) hehe.. but i get job and live like i want.

anyway things doesn't come immediately. its take time. before successful person become success there is alot of failure that he face before he become what he want . it same to you. you must learn slowly and face everything along the way. don't use a judge from your sister. everybody have there own weakness and strongest ability.
so knowing your self properly. after you know your own strength/potential an the end you will be somebody. Believe your self. trust your self. You can do anything that you best of. So, do your self. give your self a try. One day if you trust this. you will be somebody that no one can copy you. Stop blaming your self. its not end of the world. Create new one. ok rawpasta. alright.

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