My T kind of missed the first few times I brought up my attachment to her. Finally I just told her that we couldn't go any further until she at least acknowledged my feelings. She actually took the time to understand me and why it felt "wrong" to me (she's younger than me). When the conversation was over she told me that it would be one of those issue that we will have to keep addressing. I wasn't looking for a solution or explanation. I just didnt want to be ashamed of my feelings. I'm still just as attached to her (if not more), but at least I don't feel ashamed or like I have a secret anymore. I don't know if I will ever not feel attached to her, but I figure that it doesn't matter atm since it's helping me open up and trust her.
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"Odium became your opium..." ~Epica
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