I've been holding back lately what I write - like when I mostly in manic rage. I reach out somewhat... But times like that wtf can anyone do or say... "Rage is not a symptom of bp". I call b.s. must be nice to be them (see even thats not very nice of me). This rage i get doesnt pass quickly, its manic related. So I hold back, like when I feel like no ones gonna relate anyway or I'm just gonna be mean like I'm being to everyone I care about in rl. I think it's ok to express whatever here, it should be. If people can't stomach it they can block it, report it, not read it. Can't put trigger icon on everything.
Bp can be cool & magical sometimes. But seriously not usually, for me. We don't need to pretend its all snowflakes & candycanes. Cuz it's not & isn't that mainly why we've sought out a support group.
I care what you have to say.