...

I float in scientifically impossible clouds of permanent comfort...

these imaginings defy blank expressions so deliberate!

cos feelings are undefined....

so many of them collide with some effort at seeing that they don't hurt...

my body has already collapsed in defiance of the obvious!

...the disaster is so coherent and so incoherent...

parts of me are falling apart while I watch and see the danger ...

hurts no more because it is love and comfort....

...I want to hold on tight but I am so scared...

I tried that before...

but I will try to trust....

all anyone wants is to be loved...

merry Christmas people

dear friends....

I wish you a happy Xmas...

we can put aside our hurt and come together....

I wish you even just a moment of comfort this Xmas...

I will be here for you...

much love DM...

happy Xmas...