We all said it before, that you need to start having separate lives. Time to take care about yourself and honestly.. if i had to go to a wedding I would no doubt kill myself there, would take pills in the bathroom or smth, so I'm proud of you that you WENT there and you stayed alive especially that she was there, so proud of you!!
I am going through the same pain and same problems just like you, for example yesterday morning I was actually in a good mood, I went to the animal rescue for charity, when I came back home I saw 2 suitcases which my friend left brought for me (she kept them after I had to move out from our place) I opened it and I got this smell from my clothes, it was smell of OUR HOME if you know what I mean, I cried for so long and I had to wash all my clothes to get rid off that smell...

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