I have been so miserable lately that I just don't know what to do anymore. My head hurts, I can't stop thinking about how I would be better off dead, and there seems to be literally no end to this misery and pain. Never before have I felt so trapped in my entire life...I wish that I could write something more positive, but my thoughts and feelings are so jumbled up right now, I'm just struggling to keep my head above water...thanks to the folks here for reading and "listening"...