I've already been to a psychiatrist, but I asked not to be registered anywhere, that's where the 'unoficial diagnosis' comes from. My mother doesn't know though. The problem is, when we try to talk, I always end up angry. Maybe it's my problem, I wouldn't say no, but I want to know how to keep calm during such moments. I noticed that being argued against makes me very angry, especially if I know what's going on.