Me too, I feel I probably said too much in many other threads. Details of the most personal most embarrassing of my actions. But not going to delete. Just let it sit. Can't change what I've done/not done/don't want to pretend I never did it/don't want to beat myself up either. So it really just is what is really just is..
I'm able to give real hugs now. Good type of mania at the moment.