Well ... I cut myself just the other night.

First time in months.

I'm sick...and I feel awful.

I feel really run down and just overwhelmed.

I distract myself with the stupid arguing and I think I'm arguing cuz I'm so angry.

Just feeling really ******...feel like I'm coming "undone"...sort of like the book.

I don't even feel like I have reason half the time to be the way I am. Some ppl go through so much and I don't know why I'm so pathetic.

*shrugs*