Wow! Sounds like you are having a hard time of things. I can relate I have gone through many years of schooling to become a teacher. It hasn't always been easy and yes I did get depressed. Somedays I had to work very hard to get out of bed. It just made it all the more meaningful to me when I accepted my cum laude degree in May 2001. I hope you hang in there and do the same very soon.

Meachie