I think I know what I need -- someone who can "sponsor" me though depression and suicidal thoughts the way people are sponsored through AA or NA or other 12 step programs.

Does that exist? Is there "Depression Anonymous" or "Suicidal Ideation Anonymous"? If not, there should be.

I would love to have one understanding, non-judgmental person who I could turn to at any time, 24/7, to just pour my heart out or even get a kind word, to get myself through the rough spots.

I'm trying to think of who in my life would be willing to take on this kind of responsibility and would be of the right mindset to handle it. I actually know of a couple of people, but I think this is a lot to ask.

It would really help, though.