I've been with him for a year. Im younger than him alot. I love him so much, he did either.

My problem is I've been looking behind him. He has friend with his 13 yo older housemate (they dated 1 year, then was housemate for 6 years), she is now in her hometown. I was jealous of her, because he's been talking with her everyday even in distance. So, I was mad, though he reassured nothing happened. Some days ago I abused him about that and destroy a house plant she gave it to him. Before he cared for me alot, show most of his love to me. It was my fault.

After that, he suggested to take break, then i accepted. In 2day break, we didnt talk, or see each other. Then I chatted with him to meet up, he competely pulls me away. He hasnt talked to me, he just talks when he needs my help, (at that time, i always feel he uses me), ignored me, no intimacy, but still has sex with me, let me hang out at his appartment. (I know it's gonna be a sign of a break-up early)

I said sorry, i cried, he doesnt wanna hear it, (because I raised it up so many times) I know that's my very fault. I learned a lesson. Plz help me, what can I do to keep him back?. I dont wanna a break-up. It's hopeless 'cause he says he doesnt "feel close to me anymore, exhausted with me."