Hey all!

I have just joined here, just realized I have a problem and am trying to get used to the idea.

Depression hasn't taken control of my life, atleast I don' t think it has. Things have been very difficult, but I have made it through with counseling and will power.

My father and mother both have suffered from depression. My father is bipolar and my mother has hypothyrodism. Both I have had tests for.

My marriage counselor has suggested an antidepressant. She said it isn't urgent but that it could help me to progress. I had a horrible up bringing and havent' quit come to terms. It is affecting my marriage as my lack of trust isn't allowing me to open up with hubby. Plus my irritability and rages are making things even more difficult. I have many symptoms of depression so I know that this is an actual problem I am having.

I am hesitant to take drugs though. Being one that takes a more natural perspective on things, drugs seem to me as a last resort. I do not have severe depression. Has anyone else in my situation tried drugs? Would you reccomend someone else trying them? I am definately going to see my physician this week and continue with therapy. I am wondering if drugs will drastically change my life, and if they do it scares me. I feel so mixed up right now.

Meachie