It is nice to talk about my feelings without being judged for once. The people I associate with don't understand why I cannot handle stress and self-harm as a result. I guess I don't understand why I make these choices either. I just feel so much pressure on my heart when I think about everything I have to do. I am just getting tired of being around people. That is why I never really leave the house and isolate myself from others. Being around people causes more pressure on my heart. I feel like there are too many expectations for me.