Does anyone else feel worthless all the time? I also always think people are mad at me and are "done with me"... and it usually has nothing to do with me.

My mom verbally and emotionally abused me for all of my life. (I'm 31 now.) She picked at my weight and made me take diet pills from the age of 12 on. She made me have surgeries to lose weight and still will poke at my weight. She will grab my rolls and say my ***** looks like a barndoor. Now I can't even take a complement or any type of critism. I just feel so ugly and alone.