You know what???? Bless them!!!! Bless all those younger men who can love us older gals like that! Bless them for being so capable to treat us so nice!!!! I still feel so great after that date with the 21-year-old. I know, part of me feels wierd, maybe even bad about this but gosh....I had such a good time!!!!
It was like taking a small break, a time-out from what should be, from what society wants or expects, from all that. It has actually encouraged me to continue with my diet and to increase exercise too.
What I also noticed is that during this date, I was so relaxed. Every other time I go out with "a possibility" I have this voice inside my head that asks "Could it be you? Is it you? Is it? Huh??" . But this time I had eliminated that voice since I started off this date with the "yea, this isn't going anywhere, so just enjoy the moment". For what its worth...it got be daydreaming...which hadn't happened in such a looong time, and in my dreams things can happen as I want them too, hehe!