She tried really hard to stop making me feel bad and guilty. She would say, aren't you angry at him for the way he left you, aren't you angry that all he could do is a phone call, aren't you angry that he cheated and said it was a "payback", I honestly looked at her and said "I don't think I can, I still love him, maybe he just made mistakes".
I was 18 when I cheated on him and I am not saying it is an excuse, but I had absolutely no experience with men and my family didn't like my bf because of religion of his family, so I had to hide the fact we are dating from everyone, when it happened my bf said that there is no excuse for what I've done, especially my age and that once a cheater is always a cheater. I knew I would do ANYTHING to prove him it is NOT TRUE. I know he handled his forgiveness act it very wrong, but still can't blame him because I hurt him.

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