Glad that my pdoc's office called yesterday with a cancellation opening. Instead of waiting until January 16th, I will see him this morning. Hopefully he will give me a Christmas gift of an antidepressant that will actually help me! He was mentioning Cymbalta or Effexor as a possibility the last time I saw him. Since I had such a good run on Prozac for years and was taken off that by my other pdoc in May for no apparent reason, I may suggest another whirl with Prozac. We'll see what happens.

Still apprehensive about my ability to have energy to stay at my husband's side of the family's Christmas party tonight. I will do the best I can and call it a day when I need to.

Merry Christmas (or happy holidays, as the case may be) everyone!