I can't and won't answer that question. There is no good place to cut. I can give you suggestions though. Put your hands in a bowl of water with ice cubes in it and keep them there for as long as you can stand. It will give you pain and release endorphins. Take a shower as cold as it gets and make yourself stay there. More pain. It's also a way of helping to ground us into a better space then wanting to cut. Take a crayola marker and draw the spots on your body, like blood. Then take your cold shower. I am sorry that you feel the need to cut and hope that you can look at, and work on what is behind it. I know it sucks to feel that way. Good luck.