this tiny comprehension is so much more enormous than anything I imagined was bigger!...

I am drenched in the tears of my efforts now become invisible ...

my illness is so advanced and so indiscreet...

I shake in this emotional disaster ....I find my feet and grip my hands...

I drift into terrible emptiness and try to desperately remember how I held so tight...

they were my hands they were my beliefs!...

it's so much to be alive.....and it's so much more to experience life...

I can never over-occupy this delicate and dangerous experience!...

perhaps someday I will realise how I fit so perfectly...

as do all of you fit so magically...

...taking the angel out of the man ...

taking the angel out of the woman....

the gorgeous spirit floats above....

the angel drifts in the lunatic full moonlight...

she trust the both of us and she...

sets us free...

and I love her...

she loves us...

I am not in the living distance...

she is my angel