This is just an update. So, as mentioned, I am completely attached to my T, and have told myself I am not in love. Whatever it is, I got a big bear hug from him yesterday, and was so emotionally overblown the entire day. This is coming from someone who rarely feels emotion. Now, I have to let go of those feelings the rest of the week and continue with life as normal. Ok, I'll try. And I must ask, how is this helping me?