I am sorry that your cat has passed away. Personally speaking I talk to my cat all the time and I donk know what I would do if she was not around. I know what people say "your mad talking to a cat" but she always is so gentle and warm i cannot but think of her as a person. Its good that you are expressing your grief and I hope that you get consolation in the fac that she was a good age and that you loved her very much. Take care of yourself.