I'm so sorry that the both of you are feeling this way. I am too! I wish I could just count my blessings and not feel so depressed. But all I feel is depression and failure. My only hope is with the New Year coming. I'm going to set some goals and pray that I can accomplish them. Until then all I can do is just take it one day at a time. I hope you both will do the same. Hang in there!