We all have a hard time during the holidays. Always. In my experience, families just don't get it. Try to relax and yeah, leave early! Get a good therapist to help you develop a better self image. It's a battle all the way, but we can get through it. I am with you.

I will spend the holidays alone with my two adorable, loving cats. I will talk to far away family members on phone. Makin' tacos and will have some Tequila Rose! I don't drink, but have a bit during the holidays. Thank God for TV and music. I may see a neighbor on Christmas day.

You are not alone. I wish you the best.
Big Hug!
PrairieCat