Bree, there is nothing "wrong" with you. You may have a disease, called depression.

You would not say that someone was wrong, bad, at fault for getting the flu, or cancer. Same with us. It helped me a lot to post here and read that message: that I did not have to blame for myself for having a disease.

And that I could do things to treat it, such as seeing a T and a p-doc to get medications.

Please keep us posted about what's going on, okay?