Hello...Im new here... The last two years were really tough for me and a couple of months ago, horrible things have happened to my life all at once.My best friend was diagnosed with leukemia,my father had an accident that caused a severe trauma to his brain,and my brother died.Im still in shock.The doctors dont allow us to tell my father about my brothers death because of his condition and both my mother and i ,dont know what to do.We are so afraid that he'll hate us for not saying goodbye to his son.We also have to deal with rumors about my brothers death ( many local blogs on the small town i live wrote that he comitted suicide besides the fact that the police concluded it was an accident).We feel like they dishonor his memory and the police says they cant do anything about it.Also, our neighbours give us a really hard time.They owe us money and they treat us like its the other way around.We need that money for my fathers medical bills and i m so pissed them.I feel like im living a nightmare,it so overwhelming.How will i cope with all these?I lost my hope that good thing swill happen to me in the future.I feel like nothing will ever change.Please help me.