Ok, trying to figure out how to even begin with this subject. I find it so hard to talk about, not ashamed, but angry that I just wasn't born the way I wanted and am finally able to even speak about it. I am female and want to be male. I don't feel female and when I think of myself I don't think of a female person, my image in my head is male. However, I am also MPD and that makes things even more confusing!

I only came out on this two years ago, and fortunately I was in a group of other LGBTG folks who were clearly ok with it. Actually, one member came up afterward and told me how impressed she was with my courage. It really helped me a lot to hear that. I didn't feel like someone was going to throw bricks at me.

Okay, that's enough for now. I am finding myself unable to continue right now. Thanks.