I probably could still see her but it's not that bad, i'm used to this s- hit every single year without fail. This year isn't even anywhere close to the worst thing any two of them have done. I'm just so mad that no matter what boundaries i put up (that i've worked hard to achieve thru a lot of therapy) that somehow i get dragged in.
And i'm angry at myself for taking her call, but i never expected her to be halfway to drunk so early and i thought she was just calling to say Merry Xmas but the call turned into something else entirely. She just ranted and never let me speak and I;m angry i didn't end the call sooner. I KNOW what to do but i was just caught off guard i suppose.

I am going to do what someone suggested and write it all out for my therapist to read. I can hang on till Friday now.