I studied abroad this summer. I had a hypo manic and then a depressive period and it was incredibly tough on me. I had to talk myself out of hurting myself. So what happens if I'm on a med that makes it worse? I won't have time to ween off one med and then build up the other in my system.
I have PLENTY of hobbies. But I'm not going to just play around by myself all of the time. People go out. To be honest, most people I've met who don't drink have been lame. I live in a college town. That's what people here do. One of the biggest problems with me is that most people are too boring for me.
I attend therapy weekly. I'm not moving to be with anyone. I'm moving for a job.
All I'm trying to do is make the best decisions with the cards I've been dealt :/
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Bipolar I, Panic, GAD, Chronic Insomni
OCD and Agoraphobic tendencies
Possible Borderline Personality Disorder
Meds: Lamatical
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