Hi Fuzzy,

My dear sweet Fuzzy. You blame yourself, but don't put "all" the blame on you. It also takes others to cause the hurt and confusion.
You are trying to put it all on "your" shoulders and there just isn't enough room for all the hurt and pain.
I wish peace and happiness for you, my dear friend.
I hope that your problems will diminish one by one.
If they don't, please keep coming on and talking about it. It will help to get it out. Keeping it in will only make it fester.
You also know that you can pm anytime when you need to talk.
Sending you hugs, you sweet little bear!!
(((((((((((((((((((((((Fuzzy))))))))))))))))))))

Hugs,
NG~Boopers