My t said he would think about me. He says that every holiday. It's kind of weird, isnt it? Like, when does he think about me? When he carves the turkey? Well, i did get him a team apron last year, so maybe if he wears that. I think ive been kind of intrusive but now i feel like im backing off, and he's not getting it. I needed his reactions before to know, to delimit myself; but now im trying to read my own reactions. And yeah, it would be nice if he could acknowledge those.