I don't think I'm immature, per say, I'd prefer to not go out and party. But, I suppose if I can't bring myself to stay in every weekend alone then maybe it's a sign of a lack of maturity, idk. I'm excited to be overseas because everything will be so exciting that I won't get bored and won't have anyone to invite me to a party.

I promise that I'll talk to my doctor first and taper off if I decide to do it.

However, being around my alcoholic family this weekend is a good reminder/wake-up call.