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Originally Posted by omofca
All I can think of is it's something related to the unconscious. I've consciously become aware of my desires of intimacy with my therapist. My therapist is the person I'm most intimate with (emotionally). This created some sort of tension and a desire for something deeper. A desire of filling a void. Not saying this is how you are. Just wanted to share that bit I've to offer.
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I'm really not sure but I think this idea seems to fit a little bit....I'm not comfortable with the idea of having any needs (especially emotionally) and definitely not from my T. But I'm a mess and that's why I go to see him and I do share more with him than anyone else so.....I do have a void - a hole that can't be filled. Maybe I'm afraid of being "close" to him so I don't want him to cross any boundaries. Of course not to the extreme, but even minor things like showing care in the most minuscule ways sets me off a little bit and I push him away. Gosh - must be "fun" to get to be my T
